Emotions
Bursting back
Memory long forgotten
Oh hell no to the cold rigidity of life
Sing hallelujah to infatuation
Emotions
Bursting back
Memory long forgotten
Oh hell no to the cold rigidity of life
Sing hallelujah to infatuation
How can I tell you I need a little help
To help me
To help me to help you
To help you to help me
We’re all just fish in the sea
Swimming as we can
I lose my sight and my ears sometimes
You know that underneath I’m just a little scared
I don’t want to let it drag
Got all the time in my life
Buy you ain’t got no time
And I ain’t got no time
And we ain’t got no time
Help me help you help me help you
We can’t do it if we both do it too
And I know you give the best you can
But the best
May 21st, 2021
Ima hate texting you
Ima hate hating texting you
Give me your words
Give me your sorrow
Give me your hollow
It ain’t right when we’re far
I forget
You forget
We forget
We don't forget it’s over
Let me not forget you let me not forget me
Let it go let it go how can you let that go
How can we let that go
An illusion or a dream
I write too much I write too much?
I write too much I write too much?
I write too much I write too much?
Ima simple girl and you spin me round
Coz yeah I wanna have my man
Ah. wanna have my man
Who don’t wanna have her man
Who don’t wanna have her man
Hey little girl in the November rain
Hey little boy in the December train
Where you gonna go
Are you gonna go at it
Aw what’s this sorrow what’s that hollow
Whatever you say ain’t it right anyway
Whatever you say ain’t it rain anyway
Wherever you go there’s only that sorrow
There’s only that hollow
Shout it out waw waw waw
Add another layer
And reach out
Keeping the secret mystery hidden deep inside the secret misery
You wanna know my opinion… there is no opinion
But then life is living around
So can you keep on writin’
Are you gonna go drownin’
What’s this intricacy you get
Yin and Yang it ain’t
Yin and Yang it ain’t
Goin’ round goin’ round goin’ round goin’ round
Semen sympathy
Is all the grips you get
Amma tell you now Amma tell you now
What you know what you know
Ain’t no flow
Ain’t it raw
Blessed be it blessed be it
In the secret mystery of this secret misery
Ain’t no hollow
Ain’t no sorrow
All is what is
And what is is
And it is
And that’s all I need to know
5ft up 7ft down
No boundary
You ain’t feelin’ it
None ain’t feelin’ it
This suffering this sorrow
This suffering this hollow
What do I say to you?
That it ain’t right? That nothing’s right?
Ey ey ey
What you say to that?
What you say to that?
Ever present never dead
It ain’t right nothing’s right
It ain’t back nothing’s bad
Give me some straight up questions
That I can answer
You rollin around is hollin all around
Self sabotage oh why oh why
You rollin around hollin all round
Consensual self sabotage oh why oh why
Driftin apart
Is it bad is it bad
Until all is right until all is right
May 3rd 2021 (work in progress)
One day it’s you one day it’s me
The world keeps moving the wheels keep spinning
The rapidity of the asphyxia fascinates me
And then I stand up and I see
Is it you or is it me
Do we speak the same language
Is my head spinning assumptions assumptions
When you know too much you know too little
I don't know why you call me this way
Two pieces of the same coin
Two strangers or forever
I shake it off and I relax
I keep moving
All is talk about me
No love outside so little family
Oh you’ll say I say the wrong thing
Planning a trip don’t wanna leave you
Vaccine passports embassy problems
I keep moving
In the dark
So invested, too invested?
I just don’t wanna fuck it up for you
I fuck it up I think too much or too little
Coz the ocean was bright and one chance we have at a time
And we don’t know what to do
No we don’t know what to do
What’s this strange game at play
What’s this strange name on display
All the illusion the illusion
And whenever I try too hard whenever I try too hard
Why you talk to me like I got no love in me
Are we talking the same language are we talking the same language
And which am I which am I
Which are you in this game of shrew
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I could see you every day
What’s this strange game I play
I mean it then
Drift away then
And I don’t care for poetry
Oh I care for poetry
Give you everything
Give you nothing
What’s this strange game I play
What’s this strange game we play
Lead me on or play me out coz I can’t stand it
Oh I can stand it as long as need be
But can’t stand it
The fascination of not knowing
I don’t wanna know
I wanna know everything
Disaster in the head is it wrong or is it right
Is it soft or is it hard
And then I stop thinking and all is fine
And then I worry
Of abandoning you
Do you want to be abandoned
What do you want
Do you want what you want
Do you want what you want
May 3rd 2021 (edited)