It’s not your looks

It’s not your music

No it ain’t be your magic

Reason why I love you

Is you

You

I

You

And I

Words are not enough

To tell you how I feel

All you did for me

And all you keep doing

Me I’m not enough

To tell you how I feel

Or maybe I’m too much

And I hope we’ll find a way

And I hope we’ll find a day

For this strange adventure

Can’t live with you

Can’t go without you

And we both try

And we both try

Trying to see the light

In a world that’s too dark

Find again the flame

That comes and goes away

Sometimes I wonder if all of this is real

But I know that even if I couldn’t go on with you

I also wouldn’t be able to live without you

June 17th 2021 - inspired by “I like a whimper”

Sitting along

The canopy of life

Watching by the window

Hearing the ventilator sounds

It’s calm, so calm

And i breathe

June 17th, 2021

You and I nothing else to want for together than death

And I am not afraid to die

Nothing else to wait for than death

I am afraid to die

You gently lead me to death

And I thank you for it

The dream of a child

The eyes of a child

Slowly awakening

July 13th, 2021

Ou suis-je

Devant derriere

En avant en arrière

Aiaiai

Aiaiai

Aiaiai

Aiaiai

Qui suis-je

Devant derriere

En avant en arriere

Et regarde derriere moi

Regarde devant moi

Et dessous mes draps

Regarde-moi regarde-moi

Je n’en peux plus

Il n’y a que toi

Je parle de quoi

Mange-toi mange-moi

Et puis de quoi

Rrrr…

Rrrr…

Rrrr…

Je t’aime mon amour

Mon bien-aime

Mon besoin

Ma vie

Hallucinee

Oh oui mon amour mon bien-aime

Comme je t’aime tu n’peux pas imaginer

Oh oui comme je t’aime tu n’peux pas imaginer

Mon amour

Mon amour

Mon amour

J’aime tes contours

Tes retours

Tes allers et retours

Et est-ce qu’on parle d’amour

Entre toi et moi

Il y a tant

Je n’en peux plus

J’avance je ressens

Tordue dans l’attente de tes bras de tes draps

Enlace-moi

June 12th 2021 (edited)

I like a blue painting

And when a blue painting feels triangular

I like to feel it falling from the stars

I like a rugged brush

And when the brush ain’t so smooth

I like it to sound like the blues

May 31st, 2021

Emotions

Bursting back

Memory long forgotten

Oh hell no to the cold rigidity of life

Sing hallelujah to infatuation

How can I tell you I need a little help

To help me

To help me to help you

To help you to help me

We’re all just fish in the sea

Swimming as we can

I lose my sight and my ears sometimes

You know that underneath I’m just a little scared

I don’t want to let it drag

Got all the time in my life

Buy you ain’t got no time

And I ain’t got no time

And we ain’t got no time

Help me help you help me help you

We can’t do it if we both do it too

And I know you give the best you can

But the best

May 21st, 2021

Ima hate texting you

Ima hate hating texting you

Give me your words

Give me your sorrow

Give me your hollow

It ain’t right when we’re far

I forget

You forget

We forget

We don't forget it’s over

Let me not forget you let me not forget me

Let it go let it go how can you let that go

How can we let that go

An illusion or a dream

I write too much I write too much?

I write too much I write too much?

I write too much I write too much?

Ima simple girl and you spin me round

Coz yeah I wanna have my man

Ah. wanna have my man

Who don’t wanna have her man

Who don’t wanna have her man

Hey little girl in the November rain

Hey little boy in the December train

Where you gonna go

Are you gonna go at it

Aw what’s this sorrow what’s that hollow

Whatever you say ain’t it right anyway

Whatever you say ain’t it rain anyway

Wherever you go there’s only that sorrow

There’s only that hollow

Shout it out waw waw waw

Add another layer

And reach out

Keeping the secret mystery hidden deep inside the secret misery

You wanna know my opinion… there is no opinion

But then life is living around

So can you keep on writin’

Are you gonna go drownin’

What’s this intricacy you get

Yin and Yang it ain’t

Yin and Yang it ain’t

Goin’ round goin’ round goin’ round goin’ round

Semen sympathy

Is all the grips you get

Amma tell you now Amma tell you now

What you know what you know

Ain’t no flow

Ain’t it raw

Blessed be it blessed be it

In the secret mystery of this secret misery

Ain’t no hollow

Ain’t no sorrow

All is what is

And what is is

And it is

And that’s all I need to know

5ft up 7ft down

No boundary

You ain’t feelin’ it

None ain’t feelin’ it

This suffering this sorrow

This suffering this hollow

What do I say to you?

That it ain’t right? That nothing’s right?

Ey ey ey

What you say to that?

What you say to that?

Ever present never dead

It ain’t right nothing’s right

It ain’t back nothing’s bad

Give me some straight up questions

That I can answer

You rollin around is hollin all around

Self sabotage oh why oh why

You rollin around hollin all round

Consensual self sabotage oh why oh why

Driftin apart

Is it bad is it bad

Until all is right until all is right

May 3rd 2021 (work in progress)

One day it’s you one day it’s me

The world keeps moving the wheels keep spinning

The rapidity of the asphyxia fascinates me

And then I stand up and I see

Is it you or is it me

Do we speak the same language

Is my head spinning assumptions assumptions

When you know too much you know too little

I don't know why you call me this way

Two pieces of the same coin

Two strangers or forever

I shake it off and I relax

I keep moving

All is talk about me

No love outside so little family

Oh you’ll say I say the wrong thing

Planning a trip don’t wanna leave you

Vaccine passports embassy problems

I keep moving

In the dark

So invested, too invested?

I just don’t wanna fuck it up for you

I fuck it up I think too much or too little

Coz the ocean was bright and one chance we have at a time

And we don’t know what to do

No we don’t know what to do

What’s this strange game at play

What’s this strange name on display

All the illusion the illusion

And whenever I try too hard whenever I try too hard

Why you talk to me like I got no love in me

Are we talking the same language are we talking the same language

And which am I which am I

Which are you in this game of shrew

*

I could see you every day

What’s this strange game I play

I mean it then

Drift away then

And I don’t care for poetry

Oh I care for poetry

Give you everything

Give you nothing

What’s this strange game I play

What’s this strange game we play

Lead me on or play me out coz I can’t stand it

Oh I can stand it as long as need be

But can’t stand it

The fascination of not knowing

I don’t wanna know

I wanna know everything

Disaster in the head is it wrong or is it right

Is it soft or is it hard

And then I stop thinking and all is fine

And then I worry

Of abandoning you

Do you want to be abandoned

What do you want

Do you want what you want

Do you want what you want

May 3rd 2021 (edited)