Today I walked and I bathed

Through the sun and through the glass

My eyes were shining

Like silicon rainbow

June-July 2021

Too much sunshine

Too much sunset

For my poor eyes

Flashing by

Too much sunburns

and cigarette burns

From the hill

And from the ride

Tonight

June-July 2021

So if you don’t want to be with me so I understand

As the wind drives

Flashing down my ears

And sudden memories with no beginnings

Wrap their fingers around my wrists

So yes I understand

June-July 2021

I sabotaged on purpose coz how could I let you go

Share this song around you and remind them of what you do

No no I don’t really have the voice

No no not without you not without you

No no I don’t really have a voice

But baby baby can’t you see

It is the time of our destiny

Can I prove you right

Oh can I prove you well

When there’s a heart at stake

Oh can I prove you well

Baby baby oh won’t you stay with me

Maybe hunny we’ll go together one day

But baby baby oh don’t you see

Now is the time of our destiny

Baby baby oh won’t you stay with me

Baby baby coz this is the time of our destiny

Doodoo dood doobeedoobeedoo

Woohoo woohoo doobeedoobeedoo

Woohoo woohoo oobeedoo

Woohoo woohoo oh doobeedoo

Why do we keep our hearts from falling

It didn’t happen it didn’t hapenn

Why do we keep our hearts from falling

It didn’t happen no no it didn’t happen

June-July 2021

Endless nights

Like I couldn’t remember it could be

What is the future holding

I don’t know…

I feel myself better although it hurts

And I feel myself better although it hurts

And as I write I ground myself better although it hurts

My brain in these days is my very best friend

Helping me understand…

June-July 2021

We were talking of…

What were we talking about?

We were talking of…

We were talking of…

We were talking of…

The painting on the wall detaching, wind and storm I see

Oh windy it’s all so windy

I want to feel it surfacing

Let it all come up and surface…

June-July 2021

The river flows down

And the alley is ridden by pussycats

Where do I look, where do I go?

I gently

walk

,

slow

July 14th, 2021

Why am I too cold

Why am I so cold

I am too cold

I envy those women and those people who have this warmth in them that I don’t have

I lost the love of my life

I am devastated

I lost at this game called love

July 13th 2021

I hope and wish and pray that every breath becomes a prayer

July 12th 2021(?)

And I wish I were with you

And how do I always forget all the. harm you do to me

Because my love for you

Like a brother

July 8th, 2021

To understand peace, understand war.

Pour comprendre la paix, comprends la guerre.

July 2nd, 2021

Tu ne peux pas accélérer l’art et l’amour.

Tu ne peux pas accélérer le temps.

You can’t accelerate art and love.

You can’t accelerate time.

July 2nd, 2021

For I know they are doomed

Is my body not at peace

For I know time lost

For the magic of time

For I don’t know what to say or to believe

For Life is full of mysteries

And I am very tired

For tomorrow is another day

For who am I to tell the mystery

For what is it that makes 2+2

And what is it that sands the land

For fortune and fortunate don’t sound the same

And immaturity takes many given names

For my road again lonely

Yet this time my cross I bear happy

For tomorrow may be another day

And I don’t know that 2+2 makes 4

For lonely and lonesome the people

And yet and yet

July 1st, 2021

Oh he lay his eyes on me

Oh I lay my eyes on him

Desert to island to draught to waves

And the navy and the air force and ground forces

And the sergents and referents

References referenced and

Extraordinary circumstances

How did we get there

Where do we go from there

How did we get there

Where do we go from there

How did we get there

Where do we go from there

June 28th, 2021

It’s not your looks

It’s not your music

No it ain’t be your magic

Reason why I love you

Is you

You

I

You

And I

Words are not enough

To tell you how I feel

All you did for me

And all you keep doing

Me I’m not enough

To tell you how I feel

Or maybe I’m too much

And I hope we’ll find a way

And I hope we’ll find a day

For this strange adventure

Can’t live with you

Can’t go without you

And we both try

And we both try

Trying to see the light

In a world that’s too dark

Find again the flame

That comes and goes away

Sometimes I wonder if all of this is real

But I know that even if I couldn’t go on with you

I also wouldn’t be able to live without you

June 17th 2021 - inspired by “I like a whimper”

Sitting along

The canopy of life

Watching by the window

Hearing the ventilator sounds

It’s calm, so calm

And i breathe

June 17th, 2021

You and I nothing else to want for together than death

And I am not afraid to die

Nothing else to wait for than death

I am afraid to die

You gently lead me to death

And I thank you for it

The dream of a child

The eyes of a child

Slowly awakening

July 13th, 2021

Ou suis-je

Devant derriere

En avant en arrière

Aiaiai

Aiaiai

Aiaiai

Aiaiai

Qui suis-je

Devant derriere

En avant en arriere

Et regarde derriere moi

Regarde devant moi

Et dessous mes draps

Regarde-moi regarde-moi

Je n’en peux plus

Il n’y a que toi

Je parle de quoi

Mange-toi mange-moi

Et puis de quoi

Rrrr…

Rrrr…

Rrrr…

Je t’aime mon amour

Mon bien-aime

Mon besoin

Ma vie

Hallucinee

Oh oui mon amour mon bien-aime

Comme je t’aime tu n’peux pas imaginer

Oh oui comme je t’aime tu n’peux pas imaginer

Mon amour

Mon amour

Mon amour

J’aime tes contours

Tes retours

Tes allers et retours

Et est-ce qu’on parle d’amour

Entre toi et moi

Il y a tant

Je n’en peux plus

J’avance je ressens

Tordue dans l’attente de tes bras de tes draps

Enlace-moi

June 12th 2021 (edited)

I like a blue painting

And when a blue painting feels triangular

I like to feel it falling from the stars

I like a rugged brush

And when the brush ain’t so smooth

I like it to sound like the blues

May 31st, 2021