Reflections on relationship towards the world

As I mature, it matters to me to grow my heart with the honesty of my emotions - speaking from what may be my…essence?

Noticing what.I remember…what I forget…what I notice and don't notice… Not knowing where it will lead me and hearing an anxious voice asking — first wanting to ignore it and then welcoming her gracefully, feeling empathy - sadness - for her, for me, for what they call the little girl that is the voice afraid in me that has always subconsciously guided me and that I aim to raise empathetically to my consciousness, thus feeling pressure in the area that they call the third eye.

There are so many dimensions to a being and they are very palpable, I just happen to not know if they have ever been described as something actually within and not just in the surroundings.

That’s what I’m trying to bring to my own consciousness, to be in this world constantly while also being in the very concrete side of things. It sounds exciting and interesting and scary…and for a woman it’s all sexual.

The more open I am with myself about my sexuality the more the gates will open and the wonders of this Aladdin world will unravel. It’s all what all talks about and yet all what all talk about must be understood with the greatest attention possible, coz it’s all true too, and treating anything as a metaphor stops you from seeing the true reality…and how absolutely wonderful it is. This is true groundedness, and as for all things, all from within.

Late July 2021